(Bum!
Si ca un trasnet moartea neagra se iveste.
Si ca fantasme nori de plumb iti intuneca privirea
Si isi strapung propriul lor hau abisal si etern...
Pana la tine nu mai patrunde nicio raza.Doar una.
Si pluteste ca o pasare cu aripile frematand de visul purtat.
E speranta.)


I
it has been an unwavering silence.
lost was my soul amid the steely thoughts.
over and over my heartbeat played the same song;
veins tangled,tears filled their place in the universe.
even in the pitch black ravine,a ray of sun came!
befeathered things could fly again!
once again,what was impoverished turned into gold,
blast after blast,life took death's place.
brimming with joy i am now;
you are mine.



II
but this is only what i wish for..
unique altered pictures come in a gust,in my mind;
tangled,intricate,so perfect..
hastily the lies are overcomed by the truth,
emphasing everything with a new wave of sorrow.
disowned,disgraced,the hint of hope fled.
opened chambers started to close,one by one,
eyelids were the fearless guardians:
solace was the command.
nonetheless,the laches would open from time to time;
then,the evil perfection whiff trundled into the fortress:
lace and silk and velvet and diamonds.
odd was the fact that it was living there,like a snake:
venomous,dangerous,irresistible.
everything was possible because of him(he was..
merely a disguise).
ending the story could not be a possibility.


III
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O,prezenta iluzorie a neantului,
Esti rabufnirea unui cuget incetosat de aburii dragostei.
Cu o aripa de inger,ma transpui in infinit.
Mi-ai acordat coardele sufletului cu o raza calda,
M-ai aruncat din bolul de cristal,unde era o liniste mormantala,
M-ai proiectat dincolo de stelele vesnic surazatoare
Spre freamat,zbucium,imensitate...
Spatiul nu mai exista.Si nu ar avea de ce.
Timpul curge nestavilit,dar pentru mine o clipa e vesnica.
Toate sunt una.Unul e totul.Totul esti tu.
Desertaciunea,pustietatea,nu-si mai au locul.
Totul e de o imensa voluptate.Totul e deplin.
Totul cu o singura mangaiere a ochilor tai...

Totul se disipa sub privirea ta arzatoare,
Ochii tai ma urmaresc si in intunericul mormantului,
Ma ucid si imi dau viata in acelasi moment etern.
Imi astept moartea cu bucuria izbavirii de atrocitatea lor
Si cu durerea de a-i lasa pustii-ca sufletul meu.
Astept momentul final si nu vine.
Astept de o eternitate sau doar de o clipa.
O clipa ce dureaza inca de la inceput.
Nu am decat sa numar pana la 1 de un infinit de ori.
Trage capacul sicriului si arunca tarana peste el-
Voi fi captiva,fara ganduri,fara inima,fara nimic.
Dar voi fi libera si voi avea totul.
Totul metamorfozat in moartea clipei si inceperea vietii.